there's always, SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN!

I missed gym for a couple of weeks. Mainly becos the girl’s grandpa passed away.
It was a remorseful event. The first time, i ever experienced how life is so fragile.
I reckon he must be strong man in his thirties/fourties (based on the photos). Rather handsome
in his late twenties as well. It was a christian wake, so not much of those ‘cry out loud’ moments.
I was with the girl for almost a week. We spent nights at sgh looking after him, watching late night shows, having
junk food to kill those hunger pangs, check on grandpa’s temperature, his heart rate/oxygen, pulse.
We reckon the nurses were almost sick of us. but they were nice people.
Years ago, i am much eager to be a nurse one day. But after merely a week at sgh, i realise i dont want
to be one. not much that i cant, but i admire how much patience they have in order to get patients to have
their meals, accept patients scoldings, how much attention they must provide to them, sometimes even
those shitty work. The girl cried all day and i shed tears when the body was sent for cremeation. On a
lighter note, all things are well again. thanks goodness!!

rachel @ homelessconcept

i love my girl so much!

Accepting who i am and accepting who you are.

disappearing

Potato Curry super thin crisp pizza at Shokudo:Cathay Cineleisure.

We got the carving for some light snack, apparently this devil drew us very full!!
and moreover we had chicken soup as well. Not as satisfying thou'
We reckon home cooked steam egg and my girl's char mee is far more better.

rachel @ homelessconcept

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the more i think of it, i discovered that i have very low self-esteem.
discovering mails, flashbacks, conversations, photos!!!
somehow i just feel that its still there. its not up to me to get rid, it came to my mind like everyday. like everyday!! how am i going to get over it?
have i not done enough?
the history is so deep. i cant even memorise S.E.A history.. but this has like been stuck in my head. like wanting me to remember all the dates, places, things, wah lau!! like everything!!!!


rachel @ homelessconcept

gelare waffles!

baby and i finally got our first gelare waffle after 3 months of
mis-matching of timing (cos tues is half-priced) and we usually
cant make it. It was a nice combination. L.F blueberry and waffles with
maple syrup, no whipped cream!! I have never tried waffles with
‘berry’ kinda od ice-cream before.. cos i tot it would blend up not so nice.
I've changed of point of view. like things in life, you wont try, you wont know..
and it must say that its just the right sweetest and portion for us.
yum. yum!

movies galore!

i have always been a big fan for Sex and the City.
It truly depicts the generation we are living now and also it opens up to fashion that includes shoes, bags, girly outings, Mr Big, love, labels...etc. im so happy that i actually got to see this movie in my life and of cos there are lots of things that i cherish. Im so easily contented*.
June should be a great month for me as well. Going to Angela's wed (Timberland) and also attending my ger, Kerine and QX's solem. oh ya, the gowns that carrie wore in S.A.T.C were far too fancy.. even though they looked really nice and exqusite on her. I just love the shoot, thats all.


This movie has really given me a good laugh. I usually dun go for Jack Black, only play black jack thou. (lame*) well, its really funny and has reminded me that "big" is not also good. believe in the things that u do and know that you can do it is the key. giving a 3.5 out of 5.
and yes, one more thing that im really excited about. i finally got my casio gold watch. its retro, cool, o-biang, hip and cheeeap! i have been always wanting to get it since last year. but i keep doubting.. then i realise its better to get it before i regret.. and its mine now!!


i am thinking of getting the other gold watch as well. girls, if you really want it, please get it from mustafa, and its only priced at $27-29. thats the cheapest watch with style ever. Thanks jari for accompany me to get it and viv who once told me about it.

rachel @ homelessconcept