blame it on the cramps

my cramps have been giving me a hard time since lunch.

and now i am groaning in pain like never before and still can blog about it.
(after a mere 10mins)
today i started off badly. sent out a wrong email to somebody who wasnt suppose to receive it. i am so guilty of myself cos i would never want myself to do the wrong things. partly i am so stress with the whole campaign that i m handling and also some random thoughts running through my mind.

everyone hopes to make the right decision in every step that they make in life. but sometimes certain circumstances were there and difficult decisions has to be made. but do you really need to take the risk?
and confidence? i have the confidence but sometimes when u are too lazy/too sick of convincing somebody about your choice, you gave in. not that u defeated or they've won, but more like 'no point talking' to these silly morons.

ignore me. it's just one of the daes where things need to be spilled out.
those people who have not touch on designing might not know. its hard and tedious when all work are confirmed and suddenly u need to change somethings. and its like doing it all over again. they dun know it, its not like, " snap & change." theory.
u change something, u need to make sure that everything goes well.whether by deleting or adding on details. then u converting them to pdf. again is a tiring process. all they do is, " do, change huh. thanks"

and partly of the cramps, tears flow down like never before. the first time ever, i let go myself to the cubicle. . . . .

gimme a little respect.