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the more i think of it, i discovered that i have very low self-esteem.
discovering mails, flashbacks, conversations, photos!!!
somehow i just feel that its still there. its not up to me to get rid, it came to my mind like everyday. like everyday!! how am i going to get over it?
have i not done enough?
the history is so deep. i cant even memorise S.E.A history.. but this has like been stuck in my head. like wanting me to remember all the dates, places, things, wah lau!! like everything!!!!


rachel @ homelessconcept