Thursday, October 4, 2007

!@#$%^&*

I am felt up.
I am not one who get my blood level up so easily. But some things at work seems to get me in a very depressed mode.Being stuck in a temp. contract position, i dun have a control over somethingsand maybe not being recognise. Maybe there’s no one here whom i can “click”.Firstly, i approached ‘the man’ to offer my help, at least i can get to interactwith them. But, i got the help through e-mail. GOsh...i was like you now, “eyesrolling” I have decided. I shall now keep my mouth shut and do whatever i am given and dun give a damn.I was telling my sis during the night before when i was about to go to bed. and all of a sudden, i am in “wake up” mode already. Its like a “After a Run” feeling.And also with the people around, i am in the “huh-duh” conversation. Like theJBJ production. No one to click, no designers, no arty farty people.
....................DID i cast a spell?Out of a sudden, i felt needed..From the man.
now, its confusing. back to work from ‘the man’

rachel @ homeless concept

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